I haven't had the talk with Dreamy yet. I saw him for a few hours this weekend but didn't stay at his place for long. Our time with each other was actually fine and enjoyable, so it made bringing up bad news difficult; I also was not ready to talk about breaking up, and writing my last post set me at ease and got some of the negative feelings out of my mind. To be clear, though, I still don't want to continue the relationship. I won't see him for a couple of weeks because I am going to visit my parents a few states away, so maybe the distance will help throw off our routine and get me to finally admit what is on my mind.
The new development is an exciting one. My female roommate moved out for the summer, and a grad student from a different business school has moved in for the summer - and this new roomie is a guy. I have never lived with a boy before, but ex-roomie waited too long to find someone to sublease her room; so here we are. I saw a few pictures of the guy after we agreed to room together, and I wasn't sure how things would shake out in person. He moved in this weekend, and he is really, really cute and has a laid-back, charming personality that I like. It is exciting to feel this way again... I have a crush! I have not disclosed to him that I have a boyfriend, and Dreamy does not know I have a male roommate. It's a sticky situation, but Hot Roomie is out of town now for a couple weeks, plus I won't see Dreamy for a couple weeks - buying me some time to sort my life out. The pup is not a fan of Hot Roomie yet but hopefully he will come around. :)